Espoirs et les reves

First. Thank You, Lord! Masaya po talaga ako, walang halong biro. ☺Thank you guys for today. P.S. Kulang na lang po bati ng crush ko. Huhu.

05.18.13 @ 11:39

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Yes, maybe, no.

I just watched a local movie that somehow sounded what I feel. It bumped my head, a little. And I realized, did I give what should be given? Have I given what is enough?

Many realizations for the past days. Talked to a friend and said, it maybe an ‘eye opener’ left for me. And another friend said, it maybe the hardest but it is still the easiest.

And what left my head and heart open were words from my sister..”sinabi niya na all out siya sa love, para pag iwan man siya, wala siyang panghihinayang.”

Can I say to myself the words: “Ginawa ko ang lahat.”?

I guess, no. Absolutely no.
But I can say that what I did was right, i could prolong what we had but I stayed for what is right.

Hindi ko ginawa ang lahat. Harsh truth. I know from the start I will lose some, but a part of our story was nostalgic. Win some, lose some.

Gagawin ko na sana yung lahat pero napatunayan ko na hindi pa para sayo yung lahat.

04.22.13 @ 11:21

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Words are not enough to explain exactly what I feel. It maybe the hardest, unexpected dumped I had. All I ever wish was a happy ever after or maybe a happy ending for the both of us but what I feel now is a one-sided happiness.

I am not happy, now. So much feels about the pain. My ego was crumpled. I need to let this go. For sure if this continues, myself will be eaten again.

Saddened with the truth with what I have seen. Am I not enough? Right from the start?

#042013

04.20.13 @ 11:30

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