Espoirs et les reves

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Fri, 24 May 2013 06:47:26 -0400

First. Thank You, Lord! Masaya po talaga ako, walang halong...

Sat, 18 May 2013 11:39:02 -0400

First. Thank You, Lord! Masaya po talaga ako, walang halong biro. ☺Thank you guys for today. P.S. Kulang na lang po bati ng crush ko. Huhu.

Yes, maybe, no.

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 11:21:50 -0400

I just watched a local movie that somehow sounded what I feel. It bumped my head, a little. And I realized, did I give what should be given? Have I given what is enough?

Many realizations for the past days. Talked to a friend and said, it maybe an ‘eye opener’ left for me. And another friend said, it maybe the hardest but it is still the easiest.

And what left my head and heart open were words from my sister..”sinabi niya na all out siya sa love, para pag iwan man siya, wala siyang panghihinayang.”

Can I say to myself the words: “Ginawa ko ang lahat.”?

I guess, no. Absolutely no.
But I can say that what I did was right, i could prolong what we had but I stayed for what is right.

Hindi ko ginawa ang lahat. Harsh truth. I know from the start I will lose some, but a part of our story was nostalgic. Win some, lose some.

Gagawin ko na sana yung lahat pero napatunayan ko na hindi pa para sayo yung lahat.

I Guess So...

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 11:30:11 -0400

Words are not enough to explain exactly what I feel. It maybe the hardest, unexpected dumped I had. All I ever wish was a happy ever after or maybe a happy ending for the both of us but what I feel now is a one-sided happiness.

I am not happy, now. So much feels about the pain. My ego was crumpled. I need to let this go. For sure if this continues, myself will be eaten again.

Saddened with the truth with what I have seen. Am I not enough? Right from the start?

#042013

Mama got this from Lolo’s pamana letters. “What I...

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 23:19:37 -0400

Mama got this from Lolo’s pamana letters. “What I shall do to believe? Love. What I shall do to love? Believe.” #love #letter

I’m falling to pieces… 😍 How I wish I’ll be...

Sun, 24 Mar 2013 07:24:33 -0400

I’m falling to pieces… 😍 How I wish I’ll be watching you live this year. #throwback #potd #thescript #philippines @thescript

Prom season. 💛💃👍😍💩 #throwback #hs #gradball #prom #2008 #pcc

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 08:47:18 -0500

Prom season. 💛💃👍😍💩 #throwback #hs #gradball #prom #2008 #pcc

Positive changes. 👍

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 06:52:00 -0500

Positive changes. 👍

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Sun, 10 Feb 2013 06:29:08 -0500

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Sun, 10 Feb 2013 06:29:06 -0500

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Sun, 10 Feb 2013 06:29:03 -0500

I can.

Sun, 10 Feb 2013 06:29:00 -0500

I can.

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Sun, 10 Feb 2013 06:28:50 -0500

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Sun, 10 Feb 2013 06:28:45 -0500

Skyscraper. #throwback #sky #boracay #philippines (at Boracay...

Fri, 01 Feb 2013 07:09:40 -0500

Skyscraper. #throwback #sky #boracay #philippines (at Boracay Island)

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Mon, 28 Jan 2013 06:17:06 -0500

Not.

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 06:17:03 -0500

Not.

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Mon, 28 Jan 2013 06:16:55 -0500

I cry.

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 06:09:01 -0500

Dear You,

We have so many plans, I just cannot imagine now how will I face the things we thought together, the places we wished to see.

I miss you. It is a bubble pop. Pop, you are gone. It is heart crashing to see your messages to someone else. How I remembered what happened last year with us. You may have set your heart free and happy but you left my heart and mind hanging for you. There were no “thank you’s” and “sorry”, even a phone call to express a goodbye.

I guess, it started and ended.

I wish happiness for both of us. But please do not make me feel I am no one, please.

I miss you. There is love, still.

Love always,

Bianca.

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Mon, 28 Jan 2013 04:57:01 -0500